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Dear God, I feel exposed! I want to run back to my comfort zone....

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  I feel like everything I've known my entire life has just been ripped off. All this while, I have been in my cocoon where it was warm and safe, but now like a lost child,... I'm standing in the middle of nowhere without the slightest idea of what to do, how to act or who to become. There is this strong urge in my heart to run back - run back to what is familiar, run back to what is known, run back to what is secure, to what I know I can always bank on - my comfort zone…. But then there is an even stronger urge to wait, watch and explore all these possibilities I now have access to. Honestly, it is hard to explain in comprehensible words because I feel fear, excitement and optimism at the same time. Fear of what could go wrong, excitement for the new, and hope for something good.  How do I navigate all of these emotions? Where do I go from here? What should I do? The best analogy to describe this would be the metamorphosing of a butterfly… This creature may not have an outle...
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Dear God, I love him even though you don’t approve…

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A Forbidden love story! What do you do when God says no to the one you love? I know there’s a high possibility that this brewing relationship pulls me away from you, but I love how he makes me feel so much, I fear I may be willing to take the chance. I love the way he looks at me while I laugh at his jokes, it makes me feel seen. I love the way he holds me when we hug, it makes me feel safe. I adore the way he listens to my ideas and opinions, it makes me feel valued. We could literally stay up all night talking and laughing about the most random things. He thinks I’m funny and I genuinely appreciate that.  He thinks I’m really smart even though sometimes I feel it’s too much credit. He remembers the little details about random things I’ve said and makes silly jokes from them. He gets petty sometimes and for some weird reason, I love it.. We have our inside jokes and coded names for people we don’t like. We have so many memories together; moments of genuine joy and freedom trapped ...
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Dear God, Give Me Audacity Or I Die!…

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  It's 4am, I just finished praying and then the story of David comes to mind… The Lord had asked me to do something before today, and I said he should give me a sign first, else I will not do it… lmao And just then, it occurred to me, “Which sign did David see before taking on Goliath?” “Which dream did he have?” The guy didn't even hear any voice that said  “Oya go now, I'm sending you!...” His Daddy just sent him to do delivery work, then he heard Goliath and he thought to himself, “I can kill this man nau” I was studying this passage in 1 Sam 17 and a lot of things were going through my mind…like, “What was David thinking?” “How come he wasn't afraid of Goliath’s size?” “Was he born naturally courageous?” “Abi did he smoke something that the bible forgot to mention?” Because see, it is not normal for a teenager, who is absolutely inexperienced in battle, to look at a man 5 times his size and think that he can kill him… It is also not normal for a teenager to chase ...
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Dear God, I want to stay hidden. I don't even want to be perceived…

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Secrecy has become my armour.  I find myself craving to be in the shadows. It may sound like a dorky thing to say but quite frankly, it's the truth. For some reason, I don't want people knowing anything about me, my business, my whereabouts, my dealings, absolutely nothing!… You know I wasn't always like this, at one time in my life, I used to chase after stages and spotlights, always looking out for the next opportunity to “show them”,  ...but then after encountering and walking with you for a while, I eventually realized how much of a flaw it was… That yearning, that longing, the desire to be seen, heard and known. It was an expression of something deeper, something that needed to go away. I can remember how you kept hammering on this particular issue and even instructed at some point that I starve the desire to be seen and I even had to start intentionally hiding and running away from the limelight…lol funny experience! Anyways, I obeyed, we worked on it, I evolved, and...
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